Fight For It! Four years ago, my mama and daddy, family and friends watched as I was loaded into an East Care helicopter bound for Vidant Greenville. I still cannot imagine the anguish they must have felt knowing that the independent, strong willed woman they had raised was unable to even breathe without assistance. For days, I had been battling a ruptured appendix. Infection filled my body and caused it to swell; sepsis. My breathing was fast and labored, up to 60 breaths per minute; ARDS (Acute Respiratory Distress Syndrome). Panic and anxiety washed over me like pounding ocean waves; constant crashing. Relentless fighting! That's what this time feels like to me now. I was very heavily sedated and many of the memories I have of this time are foggy. Some of those memories, however, are vivid. About 2 years ago, the trauma reemerged in flashbacks, memories, and dreams (nigh...
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